Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Home Sick/ Boyfriend Sick

Though classes have begun only three short weeks ago, to me it seems like it has been an eternity. It's quite weird actually because, I once spent 3months away from home and 2 years away at school (Bowling Green State University). I guess its just an adjustment to a new school, or maybe the fact that I have a boyfriend at home whom of course I've grown attached to. Our relationship is so fresh, almost four months to be exact, and the distance is driving me nuts! And my boyfriend, of course. I am actually missing my parents, which isn't surprising, however, distance is usually good for us. I guess I've just been in a funk and it's really hard to shake these days. I am trying very hard to just focus on school, I'm getting it together. I guess actually writing my thoughts on paper helps to put everything on the table, and being able to find the best way to cope with this home sickness. On top of everything, my sister is pregnant and I am missing out on her planning her baby shower and the exciting  things that are happening to her while she is pregnant. It really sucks, especially because I missed the birth of my youngest niece and my oldest niece's 4th birthday. I know I am attending school to provide a potential future for myself but, it is definitely a huge sacrifice. All I can do is give my situation to God and let his plan be fulfilled in me.

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